Who do I have to become in order to experience the life I want to experience? Who do I have to be in order to find what I've been searching for so long?
The angles are saying you don’t have to become anything. You just have to be. Be your fierce, wild, independent, intuitive, brilliant, talented, creative self and the life you want for yourself will manifest. The angles are telling me that you must recognize that your path is very different from the norm so don’t compare yourself to others.
Celebrate the fact that you are achieving your life’s purpose. In many ways, you are the person you want to become! Honor this by holding a celebration for yourself. Living authentically is a huge challenge in today’s society, yet you are doing this every day of your life successfully.
You mentioned in your email that you see the number 444 everywhere and you are aware that angles communicate to us through repetitive number sequences. I go to the Joanne Sacred Scribes website to look up the meanings behind each number. The meanings that stand out to me in regards to your question is that you are encouraged to continue on your current path and that you have “nothing to fear in regards to your life, work, and divine life purpose”.
You go through emotional peaks and valleys. When you’re at your peak, you feel connected to your angels and spirit guides. You’re tapped into your essence, feeling at one with source. Your creativity flows with ease, and miracles start to occur. Then you feel blocked when you enter the valleys. The dark, messy moments we all experience when self-doubt and fear rear their heads. I feel that your emotions shift rapidly as you’re very sensitive to the energy around you. You also walk with anxiety and depression as a result of your biochemistry.
You have a diligent practice of self-care. Please congratulate yourself for having the discipline and awareness to face these emotions head on! What might be missing is your ability to make friends with your beautiful mess. Embrace the fact that this aspect of yourself is also a guiding force behind your creativity and you will be able to release it more readily. This is much easier said than done, and some things in life are too much to work through on your own. Your tendency is to retreat when you feel unbalanced. You would benefit from ongoing support from a psychotherapist, intuitive healer, or coach. The angels are showing me an image of someone taking your hand and providing loving support as you walk down a path in the woods. You respond with love and are able to return to your center with more ease.
What is my purpose? Like, how do I find out what I am supposed to be doing with my life to feel like I have more purpose? I want to be successful, love what I do, and make a difference.
You are a kind, loving, and supportive person to your friends and family. The angels want you to know that you already have a great many successes to be proud of. Look into the eyes of your children to feel the reward of your greatest success, being an excellent mother. You raise your children in such a way that they feel safe to express their uniqueness and feel comfortable in who they are. They each have special talents which you encourage them to pursue, and this allows them the freedom to live life authentically. Motherhood is one aspect of your life’s purpose, and you have even more to offer the world.
I see you channeling your gifts as a caregiver into different career options which will result in you fulfilling your life purpose. I see you supporting a business enterprise that you believe in, working in schools with young children either as an employee or volunteer, providing one-to-one care for someone with special needs, or all of the above.
I’d like to focus on showing you how to clear blocks towards fulfilling your life’s purpose rather than telling you more about what your life’s purpose is. We enter the world with a set of challenges to overcome in order to fulfill our highest potential. Your challenge is deepening self-love and overcoming a lifetime worth of anxiety and low self-esteem. This will give you the courage to step into the career that will be most fulfilling.
The messages for you are very similar to the messages I received for Jessica. You try to cope with your anxiety on your own, but you need someone outside yourself to help guide you. You also need to turn the love and support you give others towards yourself. Listen to the words of encouragement you offer your friends and family. Write them down and recite them to yourself. You can also recite several affirmations. The angels want you to focus on this affirmation specifically: “I am worthy of the love I give to others”. Also give yourself the same loving gestures you give others, such as buying little presents and cooking your favorite meal even if your family doesn’t like it. Just don’t tell them I said so!
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